I think about my first time. The woman in question had been pretty forward most of the night, but when we got into the bedroom, she asked, would I be disappointed if she said no. I told her the truth; I would be. But I said no more than that and she didn't ask any more but we undressed and made love a few times that night. She seemed to enjoy herself and I know I did. In the morning, we had breakfast (it was at my place) and agreed to meet again the next weekend. Turned out there wasn't enough 'glue' to have it last. On the next weekend, she admitted she wanted, at least partially, to feel 'wanted' in that respect, even to the point of feeling partially constrained (although I was not threatening either physically or verbally). But even feeling partially constrained seems to produce a reaction against it, even when desired. Jason, am I making any sense here? Feedback from you will be much appreciated.

This was all back in March of 1980, btw.